This is an extremely rough entrance back to my blog. I have wanted to get back in numerous times and was very optimistic too. I had lots of new updates and research and even more updates. Alas POTS wouldn't let me be great. I wanted this to be so much and share so much but I forgot that I just wanted this to be a safe space on the internet for people who were searching, like me. I got bogged down with wanted to include it all, that I included nothing because it wasn't, "just